Dear Lord,
ok, i thought i passed the test uv given me on this subject. i passed right? like that test was at the beginning of the year. AND I very well know i did. BUt y take this test again? urrgghh!
or did i fail? guess so huh?! hai.. help me then to pass it Lord... 
You know how i am now .. im very much OK.. and very much Happy and never did he cross my mind since the last email... eons ago..until him visiting my site... hey anyone can... but i just find it weird..kiwaw looking at the list of who've visited you..try mo .. dba ull know what i felt.. I befriended him..coz i kinda felt the urge to.. and that was a good thing to do right? and were friends.. we are.. i think.. i guess.. and friends doesnt have to tell how they are, right? well, excluding friends that REALLY mattered to you.. and i guess i dont to him and vice versa...so i really dont wanna hear that line again... urrggghhh!!
Lord, what im really trying to point out here is that.. help us mind our own turf...this is my world and he's living his.. i really dont want to get any info about his world in the same manner as he wouldnt on mine.. its comforting to know that we're civil and we're friends..pwedi na.. and i wouldnt in my entire life utter a single word against him.. You know that that isnt me..
im not angry Lord coz i very well know that it'll get me nowhere and nothing but wrinkles... and bcn ur thinking that i wasnt sincere in befriending him... i was.. honest! And You very well know that im happy for him and for them.. coz it's very hard to find true and sincere love specially when separated by distance. and You know that...
I guess that would be it LOrd.. for now.. i just dont wanna be reminded anymore of the hurt and the pain. So, help me pass this test then ok? 
You know what my prayers are...
love you uber much!
p.s
greet him a happy birthday for me on the 10th